Say my name, Say my name

"I Love You" . For five months I heard these words so many times that is hard to believe that they dissapear in your head. You forget everything in a day, less of a week. You kissed me, you huged me and the next day you shoot me. you kill me, but I survive. And I miss you. With all my heart, with all my pain, wiht all my love, I miss you. I miss your kisses, the way you talk to me, I miss you. The way you touch me, the way you love me, how you care about me, I miss you. And I will always miss your eyes, your hair, your smell. Because I love you to much to forget you. I will be always here. Waiting for you to say my name.

More that just words

Have you ever dreamed ? I dream every day. But sometimes I wish I wouldn't dream so much as I do. You know I just dream with you. It's always the same. You and me , happy again. I know It's just a dream and It always will be. You don't love me anymore. How can everything dissapear ? I can't believe it. But it's your word against mine and you prove that my word doesn't matter so I can't do nothing. I will not give up. I text you. Saying how much I care about you. You didn't answer me . It hurts me so much. The way you ignore. It's husts me so much when you say you don't miss me. Right now I just think that probably you have never loved me.